HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Today was a good day!

I can’t complain about some things… they happened because for some odd reason!

I woke up around 8ish… got ready for church. I don’t know I wasn’t really looking forward for anything today… because last night I wanted to stay out! I couldn’t so I had this huge argument between my parents and grandma. YIKES! AGAIN!

So by the time I hung off the phone, I was suppose to sleep I couldn’t sleep at all! So I watched a horror movie… I don’t think that helped me to sleep… so I was up till 4ish and woke up at 8ish…

Okay… leaving home was like YES! FREEDOM… I don’t have to worry about people at the house nagging me to do things? Or like… eat eat eat sleep sleep sleep… I mean to tell the truth that’s all I do for this last month!!!

WOW> you might think my life is good? LOL… maybe? Yah… it is more relaxing now! YES! But sometime it gets to the point where I think WOW… I have NO purpose in life? Because I am not doing anything worthy of my time!!!

OKAY… so I went to church and was surprised to meet some peers.

I talked to Claire Ho for a bit about her work and Taichung, then met Dionne from Singapore a very smart girl who is in Taiwan for one month for vacation, talked some to Peggy about approval addiction, then I had a good conversation with Odette from South Africa who she has a cousin that works with hotel management! JESUS THANK YOU FOR GUIDING ME!

After church service I had GBS… a very great spiritual family for me. I met Mary from Chicago, funny girl with lots of energy!

OKAY!

Then I had dinner with family! We all sat together and ate dinner. My uncle didn’t come because he was “BUSY”. IDK.

I think I was very upset for that! Because it was Mother’s day and I had to PAY quiet a lot to have dinner at a very fancy place!

Yah… the food was good! It wasn’t that bad! I ate a lot! I don’t know why! It was pretty spicy too…
but overall so so tasty!

Thank You Peggy for recommending that amazing place!

Anyways, something that bothered me during the dinner time was that grandma and aunt kept and kept asking how much does it cost and how many dishes did you order… what else? yah… that was been discussed for quiet a long time! I was about to go crazy!

But then thankfully cousin spoke out about why ask so much… it doesn’t matter! EAT!

Yah…

But then… I did my best! I didn’t know what else I was going to do… I mean I didn’t know what to buy them… is not like if I buy something that I like or something that I am interested they will happen to like it! They are too Taiwanese! I am like a real tourist!

OKay… then coming back home we all ate cake, tried to watch a movie…

But then I went to the night market and got some stuff done there and kind did some shopping!

To end the day I ate shaved ice cream with taro and red beans! YES!

SO yum… more calories to me!

Prayer: Jesus, thank you so so much for loving me and reminding me that I am special to YOU!

I don’t need to living this life of regrets anymore. I got YOU by my side and wherever I go you are holding very close to YOU.

I pray BLESSINGS over my family! REVIVAL TO SCHOOLS IN TAIWAN!

I pray for the family here that they will slowly soften their hearts and see that YOU ARE REAL!

I need more of your LOVE! Fill me up with Your amazing Grace! May I spread Your love to the whole world!

Thank YOU so much for what you have done on the cross!

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with love,
Esther Chuang (莊主愛)