Friday, August 28, 2009

Kindness

One day a woman was walking down the street when she spied a beggar sitting on the corner. The man was elderly, unshaven, and ragged. As he sat there, pedestrians walked by him giving him dirty looks They clearly wanted nothing to do with him because of who he was -- a dirty, homeless man. But when she saw him, the woman was moved to compassion.

It was very cold that day and the man had his tattered coat -- more like an old suit coat rather than a warm coat -- wrapped around him. She stopped and looked down. "Sir?" she asked. "Are you all right?"

The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the finer things of life. Her coat was new. She looked like that she had never missed a meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of him, like so many others had done before. "Leave me alone," he growled.

To his amazement, the woman continued standing. She was smiling -- her even white teeth displayed in dazzling rows. "Are you hungry?" she asked.

"No," he answered sarcastically. "I've just come from dining with the president. Now go away."

The woman's smile became even broader. Suddenly the man felt a gentle hand under his arm. "What are you doing, lady?" the man asked angrily. "I said to leave me alone."

Just then a policeman came up. "Is there any problem, ma'am?" he asked.

"No problem here, officer," the woman answered. "I'm just trying to get this man to his feet. Will you help me?"

The officer scratched his head. "That's old Jack. He's been a fixture around here for a couple of years. What do you want with him?"

"See that cafeteria over there?" she asked. "I'm going to get him something to eat and get him out of the cold for awhile."

"Are you crazy, lady?" the homeless man resisted. "I don't want to go in there!" Then he felt strong hands grab his other arm and lift him up. "Let me go, officer. I didn't do anything."

"This is a good deal for you, Jack," the officer answered. "Don't blow it."

Finally, and with some difficulty, the woman and the police officer got Jack into the cafeteria and sat him at a table in a remote corner. It was the middle of the morning, so most of the breakfast crowd had already left and the lunch bunch had not yet arrived. The manager strode across the cafeteria and stood by the table. "What's going on here, officer?" he asked. "What is all this. Is this man in trouble?"

"This lady brought this man in here to be fed," the policeman answered.

"Not in here!" the manager replied angrily. "Having a person like that here is bad for business."

Old Jack smiled a toothless grin. "See, lady. I told you so. Now if you'll let me go. I didn't want to come here in the first place."

The woman turned to the cafeteria manager and smiled. "Sir, are you familiar with Eddy and Associates, the banking firm down the street?"

"Of course I am," the manager answered impatiently. "They hold their weekly meetings in one of my banquet rooms."

"And do you make a good profit from providing food at the weekly meetings?"

"What business is that of yours?"

"I, sir, am Penelope Eddy, president and CEO of the company."

"Oh."

The woman smiled again. "I thought that might make a difference." She glanced at the cop who was busy stifling a giggle. "Would you like to join us in a cup of coffee and a meal, officer?"

"No thanks, ma'am," the officer replied. "I'm on duty."

"Then, perhaps, a cup of coffee to go?"

"Yes, ma'am. That would be very nice."

The cafeteria manager turned on his heel. "I'll get your coffee for you right away, officer."

The officer watched him walk away. "You certainly put him in his place," he said.

"That was not my intent. Believe it or not, I have a reason for all this." She sat down at the table across from her amazed dinner guest. She stared at him intently. "Jack, do you remember me?"

Old Jack searched her face with his old, rheumy eyes "I think so -- I mean you do look familiar."

"I'm a little older perhaps," she said. "Maybe I've even filled out more than in my younger days when you worked here, and I came through that very door, cold and hungry."

"Ma'am?" the officer said questioningly. He couldn't believe that such a magnificently turned out woman could ever have been hungry.

"I was just out of college," the woman began. "I had come to the city looking for a job, but I couldn't find anything. Finally I was down to my last few cents and had been kicked out of my apartment. I walked the streets for days. It was February and I was cold and nearly starving. I saw this place and walked in on the off chance that I could get something to eat."

Jack lit up with a smile. "Now I remember," he said. "I was behind the serving counter. You came up and asked me if you could work for something to eat. I said that it was against company policy."

"I know," the woman continued. "Then you made me the biggest roast beef sandwich that I had ever seen, gave me a cup of coffee, and told me to go over to a corner table and enjoy it. I was afraid that you would get into trouble. Then, when I looked over, I saw you put the price of my food in the cash register. I knew then that everything would be all right."

"So you started your own business?" Old Jack said.

"I got a job that very afternoon. I worked my way up. Eventually I started my own business that, with the help of God, prospered." She opened her purse and pulled out a business card. "When you are finished her e, I want you to pay a visit to a Mr. Lyons. He's the personnel director of my company. I'll go talk to him now and I'm certain he'll find something for you to do around the office." She smiled. "I think he might even find the funds to give you a little advance so that you can buy some clothes and get a place to live until you get on your feet And if you ever need anything, my door is always opened to you."

There were tears in the old man's eyes. "How can I ever thank you," he said.

"Don't thank me," the woman answered. "To God goes the glory. Thank Jesus. He led me to you."

Outside the cafeteria, the officer and the woman paused at the entrance before going their separate ways. "Thank you for all your help, officer," she said.

"On the contrary, Ms. Eddy," he answered. "Thank you. I saw a miracle today, something that I will never forget. And... And thank you for the coffee."

She frowned. "I forgot to ask you whether you used cream or sugar. That's black."

The officer looked at the steaming cup of coffee in his hand. "Yes, I do take cream and sugar -- perhaps more sugar than is good for me." He patted his ample stomach.

"I'm sorry," she said.

"I don't need it now," he replied smiling. "I've got the feeling that this coffee you bought me is going to taste as sweet as sugar."

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Life can be hard for a long period of time, right?

August 27, 2009 11 PM

Life can be hard for a long period of time, right?

I am starting to understand that I am not the only one suffering at this moment. There are a bunch of people feeling worse pain than me every day… that I don’t know how to describe the pain that they feel. The only word that I can think of is HURT.

I understand and sense that there are lots of peers out there going through some rough times whether they are social, financial, religion, family, school, or health problems.
I must say that those peers are all hidden somewhere in this universe. I believe that most of them are going through life as like there is nothing bad going on at the moment or just pretending that whatever is going on in their life is fine.

I don’t know. I don’t know what the deal of life is anymore.
You know I hear lots of different stories how people kill themselves. I must say that I did think about it. I am not going to lie. But right now I understand that life is precious and why should I even try to bother to think of taking my own life if some other people are trying so hard to survive for another second of their life. Plus God did give me this life for a reason.

Yes, the pain might seem unbearable but I know after I can overcome this… the reward will be much greater in Heaven. I must comprehend that God is giving me all this for a reason which is to bring Glory to Himself. I must confess that I haven’t been a very good girl? I don’t know… I am such a sinner… I need lots of forgiveness!

I won’t be ashamed of it anymore… because the way to learn the true meaning of life is to learn from my personal mistakes… Jesus, I truly thank You for forgiving me each day and really looking at me as Your one of a kind daughter!

I want to be fire up by the Word of God. I want to really be fascinated that the Most High Power loves me very and very much. It is really incredible when one puts that thought in their head and think about it… It can go really deep and deep. GOD IS LOVE.

I must understand that my problems are not as big as other people. Yes it may seem that I am suffering but I need to constantly remind myself that it is not the end of the world!
Dear Father, I thank you for the amazing grace and mercy that You provide for me daily.
I thank You for giving me this life of mine. I know that there are times where I will complain about some things in life because it hurts me emotionally, mentally, or sometime physically.

Please forgive me. Please give me an understanding heart and mind to all this!
I plead that Your Holy Spirit will work at my family’s lives. Not only mine but many others out there! I want You Father to change the poor attitude that I have or people in general have!
I praise You for all the creation and the great talents that You provide in each of our lives.
AMEN.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

love one another.

Love One Another

Love one another, but make not a bond of love.Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.Fill each other's cup, but drink not from one cup.Give one another of your bread, but eat not from the same loaf.Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone.Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.For only the hand of life can contain your hearts.And stand together, yet not too near together.For the pillars of the temple stand apart.And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.Khalil Gibran

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

please help! it is real simple!

Please email ( vote4me@campusentertainment.net) and for the header put ( Bernard Hong, UofH main, blog ) you dont really need to write anything this is just to help me get this campus job Thanks again for your support and please let as many people know as you can

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

50 things to do when you are BORED!!!

1. Workout

2. Create a web site (a good one)

3. Write out your idea for a business (write down any possible problems and the solutions for them)

4. Get a significant other

5. Create your own "get rich" scheme

6. Sell stuff on ebay for 3 times it's worth

7. Experiment with fireworks

8. Create a costume

9. If you don't like the business idea or "get rich scheme" you could always plot how to take over the world.

10. Read a good book.

11. Draw a picture.

12. Find a food recipe online and try to make it.

13. Set up a server and share your files.

14. Learn a new operating system like Linux.

15. Create a program in the language of your choice, then sell it to any idiot friends you know.

16. Learn to play guitar.

17. Learn to play drums.

18. Learn to play (insert instrument here).

19. Join a sport.

20. Dye your hair and style it into something cool (then post pictures online and get made fun of)

21. Learn to hack into computers (legally!).

22. Go to google.com and research conspiracies or read the news and educate yourself.

23. Start your own message board and make a feeble attempt to top popular internet forums.

24. Create a flash animation and submit it to random flash websites.

25. Watch movies (sign up for Netflix, or go to local rental store)

26. Go to cafepress.com and design your own t-shirts and coffee mugs, then sell them.

27. Make prank phone calls.

28. Become a consumer tool - go to every retail store you can think of and just "look" at all their products.

29. Get a job and work 50 hours a week.

30. Play Everquest or Dark Age of Camelot.

31. Build a radio.

32. Write a book.

33. Build a fort.

34. Buy a science kit and try to turn it into a meth lab (or just use the science kit normally).

35. Rent a video game and try to beat it.

36. Make a movie with your digital camcorder.

37. Get a CD player or MP3 player, load up some good tunes, turn up the volume really high, and walk around your neighborhood. Study your environment, watch the animals, breathe the air, listen to your music and walk in rhythm. Ponder the meaning of life, close your eyes and pretend to walk on another plane of existence.

38. Take some prescription drugs that will knock you out. Go to sleep and try to dream, or have an out of body experience. If you succeed, keep a journal, write down your discovery, and submit it online to be discussed.

39. Watch TV and study the commercials.

40. Buy a HUGE Lego set and attempt to build something. (A lot of them have step by step guides)

41. Redesign your room.

42. Go (pretend) vampire/ghost hunting. Wait until midnight, wear dark clothing and bring night equipment (read guides on night-ops online). Bring a camera, or better yet, a video camcorder. Find an abandoned house or a cornfield, or any other interesting areas to explore. Go with some friends, or go by yourself. Create a documentary and pretend you're in the movie Blair Witch Project. Watch a scary movie or documentary before heading out to get the psychological effect going. Pick up on every suspicious thing you see. Be sure to film all your greatest moments. That morning, watch the film, edit it, put in some creepy spy music, and show it to all your friends. Do this every night, create your own series, and post it on the web site you made. If it gets popular, you'll be too busy maintaining your web site to even come close to boredom.

43. Create your own music. Obtain music creation software, or buy an expensive musical keyboard and record it to MIDI onto your computer. Put your work on your web site for all your friends to listen to. Maybe start your own band or group. Sell out, make money, and never be bored again!

44. Lock yourself in your room and get extremely drunk. Set up a web cam so all your friends (and creepy pedophiles) can watch you. The next morning, watch the video and notice all the stupid/funny things you do when you're drunk. Remember this the next time to go to a party.

45. Create your own elixir, make it do something magical like increase your speed, your strength, your stamina, or your intelligence. Rely solely on the psychological effect. Sell it online or to any of your stupid friends. Once they discover that it's not real, deny all of it and move on to a different trade. Keep all the money you made to start your new trade.

46. Start a mailing list. Send out funny jokes, stories, pictures, interesting links, web blogs, news articles, game reviews, etc.

47. Create an explosion and record it on video. Put it on your web site.

48. Socially engineer a rumor. Make it something extremely interesting and controversial. Tell all your friends, and tell them to tell everyone else. This is a good way to get back at someone you really hate.

49. Create your own hoax. Develop several fake news web sites and post them on the internet and search engines.

50. Create your own boredom list and submit it! Fight the war on boredom!!!


The bold sentences are just a few that I had tryied to do and had become my hobby at times. LOL.
This was found at http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/53838/50_things_to_do_when_bored_out_of_your_pg2.html?cat=24

I hope you will ENJOY it ^_^

I hope yall had a great March 10, 2009!!!

Monday, March 9, 2009

i challenge!

Here are some questions to help you begin:

What would the ideal life look like for you? To love one another.

What's good about your life? Having God by my side!

What do you want more than anything else in life? To find the ONE and be loved! lol.

What does it mean to be happy?To have an eternal joy ^_^

If you could change one habit in your life. what would it be? Be more HOLY!!!

What's the one thing you cannot live without? Um... my camera.

What has hurt you most in life? Relationships.

When you're sad or lonely, what do you turn to?
Friends? Music? reading? Alcohol? Cutting? I cry and try to be quiet and sleep. So that time will fly by quickly? I walk outside and just go and do something crazy on my own.

Anyways... these are some questions about our life.
I got these questions from the a book Living with questions by Dale Finger.
So... as the title says... living with questions...
Um... we live our daily life with lots of questions...

The answers will grow broader, deeper, more colorful, and more meaningful as time passes!!!

Friday, February 27, 2009

a time like this.

This is from XANGA!!! If y'all want to keep reading my posts... please visit me at
http://www.xanga.com/PureLove_10

I update almost every day.
So ya... feel free to stop BY....


LoL... just read a message from Xanga... it says... that I had been in Xanga for 47 days!!! Then they ask if I wanted to join Premiun... maybe... but not yet... maybe... if I get a laptop!!!
I have been searching and looking online for the best deal and the one that will suit my needs. lol.


So what am I doing during this hour of night?
I am very weird, I started cooking lunch and dinner for tomorrow.
I did laundry and took an amazing shower because I all all sweaty from running.
I did some organizing around the house, so that my heart can be at rest.

I don't know why I am doing all these... and it is like 3 o' clock in the morning. I am suppose to be asleep now... and dreaming with angels... heheee...

I can't go, not yet... not until I finish all the work that I am suppose to finish tonight.
I spent a good amount of time on networking and reading...

I am really excited for the weekend.
Kind of... mainly because I will try to restore one of my broken girl friendship...
I hope things will go smoothly...
I had been praying that God will give us love to each other and at least act normal!
I hope, things will be a bit awkward, I have to say that...
But I am looking for some FUN and great time!
Anyways... I am so glad that weekend is almost here. You don't know how... weekends for me are the best days of the week. lol. Mainly because I got time to hang out with some friends and go to church! Going to church for me is an adventure. I fell fascinated about His love and so pump up to tell others that He loves me so much!

So yesterday, I wanted to blog so badly.
I couldn't because I was death tired. I couldn't feel my body...
I did groceries at different super markets and then when I got home I spent at 4 hours on the phone with several friends and talking and listening to each other. It was a blessed time.

I was going to sleep at 8PM but then it turn out that I got to my bed at 1AM... that doesn't mean that I fell asleep... it takes a few minutes or hour to fall asleep. But then I look at pictures... so my eyes will get tired. I have hard time in sleeping.
I think I like writing, do I really?
There is something with me thou, ever since I join Xanga...
I haven't written a lot on my daily journal... or hand written thoughts... which is not good.
But yes, I devote at least one day per week to write some of my problems that I went through and what happened. I love witting my thoughts out... even thou... I won't check what I wrote last week.

I think it is a good habit to write, it is somewhat health. The thing that I dislike about my writting is that I am not that good at grammarr. I will always have lots of run-ons and fragments... somtething that I should try to improve on.

It is so late right now, all I want to do is to be in the arms of someone.
I miss my mom very much, I wished I could talk to her.
She is always on my mind.

Alright, what else...
um... if I keep writing I know that some people won't even read it...
but ya... for right now... I want to write my thoughts out and ya...

I want to THANK for everyone
who spends some time on my blog.
I hope y'all find something
similar to me and that someday we can meet. lol.


Alright, weekend is almost here. YAH.
I wish y'all will have a GREAT weekend!!!

Enjoy the 28 days of February!!!


“These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

striving for it.


Do you like rain?
So.
It is raining outside where I am now and it sure feels great...
when you feel the breeze coming from that open window or door.
I feel the fresh air and the rain.
It is windy and it has a cold air.

I can feel peace for right now!
I don't want to think about the things that I have to do tomorrow.
I want to relax right now, while I can.

I can't sleep right now.

I wan to, but I guess... I am pretty comfortable where I am right now.
It is quiet... listening to the rain drops on the roof and all around me.
I love it.
It reminds me of the good old memories.

I miss it, I don't want to think about it, not now.
The past is gone and done.
I am looking forward for this uncertain future.

I have been reading many amazing posts this last few hours and been wondering about some things.
I have been blessed by lots of testimonies!

Wow. I love the rain's drops... is so peaceful.
I hope that you will agree with me here.


So, I feel like calling to someone...
but don't want to bother them in their sweet sleep.
Yup...

Ok... I gave a long pause here... about one hour.

I have been working on this blog for about one month NOW!
I have been blessed by it!!!
I have been trying to figure out my priorities in my life!

But ya... earlier when I was taking another walk...
It was raining a little bit...
so I got myself wet.

I didn't care... why?
because... I was enjoying my time walking and feeling the rain pouring on my hair and my bare chest.

It was soft, and it felt very relaxing.
I thanked God that He knew what I was thinking and that I was singing praises for Him.
I felt in His presence when I was just wondering... if God was thinking about ME.

Sure enough He was!
He told me that He loved me very much and that He believes in me!!!

Hahaa...
I know... but...
Jesus has His ways to show that He is there and watching over you
and wanting us to come to Him and share some of our thoughts.

Psalm 1:1
Blessed is the man
who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked
or stand in the way of sinners
or sit in the seat of mockers.

Thanks for taking your time to read it!
I am glad that you stopped by.

So...

I need some opinions...
what are some improvements should I do?
plus what are some things that I shouldn't do!

Thanks!

P.S.-
If you can, recommend it... so that NOT only You will be blessed but many more!!!
THANKS!
God bless!

Is about time for me to go and get some sleep.
Have a great February 11, 2009!!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I am weak.


O God, what am I doing now?

I feel so weak... spiritually mainly and sometime physically.
I feel like my days are going by with no meaning now a days...
I know that it shouldn't be this way. I know that is
NOT true but it feels like it
I want to read God's word and be fascinated by it.

Ok, so yesterday (February 4, 2009) I was so down again about my life.
I didn't feel like working hard or doing anything productive, I wanted to be lazy.

I don't have TV, so as You can see I don't watch TV.
This can be a good thing and a bad thing... it all depends...
For me is somewhat good... less distractions...
Not only that... I don't have time to watch at all...
No more time for movies, either...
This doesn't mean that I am anti-social.
This means that I have a LIFE!

But anyways... back to what I wanted to share today...
I was so fascinated after the day went by... around later afternoon...
I was listening to an awesome sermon about boldness...

In my mind I kept wondering...
am I am bold or not?
I mean one of my good friends (A.L.) from a different part of the world...

once said that I change... he said that I was BOLD! It was during one of our conversation on the phone.

The day that I heard about this term,

I DID NOT KNOW

WHAT BOLD meant...
I knew that it meant something good...

like maturity... but wasn't sure what it all meant.

So today I look up what bold meant in the dictionary it means…not hesitating or fearful in the face of actual or possible danger or rebuff; courageous and daring.

Not only this... I was browsing through Xanga... and someone talked about boldness... it was like WOW...

God you are pretty interesting... so not only that...

just now... I was reading through Luke 11... about Prayer

and at verses 5-13... The Bible gives us an example about boldness!

I am pretty fascinated by all these...

I am blessed and am ready to be more bold about certain things...

I am ready to stand for JESUS CHRIST

and say that HE IS MY KING!!!

Luke 11:5-13(NIV)

5Then he said to them, "Suppose one of you has a friend, and he goes to him at midnight and says, 'Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, 6because a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have nothing to set before him.'

7"Then the one inside answers, 'Don't bother me. The door is already locked, and my children are with me in bed. I can't get up and give you anything.' 8I tell you, though he will not get up and give him the bread because he is his friend, yet because of the man's boldness he will get up and give him as much as he needs.

9"So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 10For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

11"Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? 12Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!"

Anyways... whoever is reading this...

I hope you will be encouraged...

You know my life is NOT easy... is hard many times...

I make mistakes and ain't perfect.

But am striving to be more like Him!

Please pray for me... because I still feel weak many times.

THANKS for taking your time to read what I had to share!!!

Have a great Thursday!!!

Almost weekend XD

Sunday, February 1, 2009

New month...


This was written Sunday (February1, 2009) 3AM!

What am I am going to do?
I keep asking myself... every hour that goes by... every night that I am awake! In my mind... I wonder if I am wasting my time, if I do certain things.
I strongly dislike wasting my time doing certain things that won't give me profit or benefit to myself or others! I love to learn about new things!

Hahaa... kind of self-center... BUT... I enjoy helping others, it is something that I love doing... Helping others... when they need a hand!

Life is so complicated right now! I know that I shouldn't worry about tomorrow or what is to come in a few days! But the future lies ahead uncertain! Not knowing what's going to happen and where will I be in a year or five years...

I am so encouraged that I have this opportunity and read some amazing posts by some awesome people! It is very encouraging!

You know something... it is very hard to live your life when everyone is expecting you to do everything perfect just because you are defined as "Christian" or if you are smart! So when we mess up... they look down at us... but YOU know something... I am glad that my life is a mess... because I will grow spiritually and Trust in Him for the better!!!
But I know that whatever I am doing... I will do it for my God, the maker of the Heaven!!!

Yup, thanks for taking your time to read this...
These are some of my thoughts of mine for being up this late...
YAH!
I got church TODAY as like in a few hours... so excited...
looking forward to sing at choir and for God's word to speak to me again!

Take Care YALL! Have a great February 1, 2009!

Matthew 5:13
13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

The first commandment is to love God with all of our heart, soul and strength, and when we approach the end of our journey to Him, we will be able to love Him so with all. But until we approach the finish, we can practice loving our neighbor as ourselves. Thus we can fulfill the law as we walk toward Him, to the benefit and joy of our own souls; but also to the benefit of others and even to the freeing of the Christ in others. Our good ways are seen and appreciated by Christ in them. Even smiles to others are smiles to the Christ within them. What we do for others, we do for Christ.

‘For I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.' Then the righteous will answer Him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink?' ... And the King will answer and say to them, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.' Mat 25:35-37, 40

If someone says, "I love God," and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God whom he has not seen? 1 John 4:20

Owe no one anything except to love one another, for he who loves another has fulfilled the law. For the commandments, “You shall not commit adultery,” “You shall not murder,” “You shall not steal,” “You shall not bear false witness,” “You shall not covet,” and if there is any other commandment, are all summed up in this saying, namely, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself. Love does no harm to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfillment of the law. Rom. 13:8-10 But until you are filled with love, by dying to self, you cannot completely love your neighbor as yourself, nor can you fulfill the law, yet.


Love is patient, love is kind, it is not jealous; love does not brag, is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things; love never fails. 1Cor.13:4-7

wow! what a day!


I will wait for you!
It hurts... but this is life!
Lately I had been going to bed at 3am and waking up at 6am!
Yes, I don't get enough sleep at times. Why?
Because with all my thoughts in my mind... I can't sleep peacefully!
A new habit has been developed!
Not a healthy one, but am glad that I am somewhat using my time wisely. Blogging and Reading many different posts. My day go with all the busy-ness in life. Living, Learning, Helping, Laughing, Eating, Exercising, and Partying! It was Friday- January 30, 2009 But now is a new day. I am waiting for the sunrise! A new day is about to begin... and once again... with more busy-ness! It becomes a life cycle after awhile. What will make the day more special? Any excitements to look forward? Why are you living?
Are you think about the right stuff?
I have questions about life. Everyone does, at some point in their lives! Questions that can be answered in a simple word or with a long explanation.

I know that life has NO meaning if we don't have God in our life. For those OUT there that don't believe that there is NO GOD. I am sorry for You! Because life is much more wonderful if You know and believe with whole heart that Jesus Christ came to this Earth to saved us from OUR SINS and to show us what is LOVE!

Godly love... NOT worldly LOVE!
There is NO ONE like Him!

Those that are reading this... might be wondering how do I know?
Because the Bible tell it so!

Where?
-- there are many different verses in the Bible.
I won't list it ALL... you can search it for yourself...

Got questions??? you can ask me... and I will try to answer them...

John 3:16-21
16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.19This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. 21But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God."

Need more proofs... then ask God to show You the TRUTH!

Today(Friday) I learned new steps for salsa dance,
made some amazing bracelets,
and baked a tasty cake!


One of my struggle right now is to start living a new life and forgetting about the past!
I want to have a new life with different adventures on the way. I want to see new faces and want to network more and more. I am so glad that I joined this blog!

I don't know who is reading this.
But one thing is for sure...
I want to let this world hear what I have to say!

Friday, January 30, 2009

why am i doing this?

This was written for Xanga Blogger... so... as you can see... I will be managing two blogs at the same time... trying to reach out for many people as I can! This also relates to this blog... BLOG SPOT!


So today and yesterday I spent five or more hours browsing through other people's blogs!

Mainly reading and getting to know how this Xanga website works...

I have been playing around with the themes and looking at other people's profiles...
so I can have more ideas!

It is so interesting!

So far... I have been visiting many Amazing Blogs and been loving them!!!

I have been inspired to know that there are lots of people out there that loves writing and are not afraid to write whatever they like to.

They are open to share about their thoughts, emotions, feelings, and whatever they wish! I am still so new to this and am not sure...
why am I am doing this?

But one thing is for sure... I feel a call to write and share some of my thoughts to the world!

I don't know who is reading this... but I want to let you know that I am a very special young lady. I mean we all are special in some ways... not some... MANY WAYS!

I want to encourage you to do something nice each day and try to think positively about things...

My focus for this blog is to share what I have learned for the day and some of my questions about life... some doubts that I have which I shouldn't have them!

I am ready to make more friends here over Xanga.
I want to make a difference.

I know that there will be times where I will be very discourage about life and where I will want to give up everything...

But I want to be encouraged by coming here and reading some of your blogs...

There will be times where I will be a bit down or upset on my writings… cause of all the stress that I face each day of my life!

But yah… I want to thank YOU for reading this and taking YOUR time!!!

I hope that YOU will have an Amazing day!

If You are going through some hard times right now… remember that Jesus Christ loves You very much and is waiting for You to come to Him and talk to HIM!!!


Psalm 121

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

If you have questions, ask me!

I will try my best to answer you...

But yah... remember that Jesus Christ loves YOU very dearly!!!

Thank YOU Father in Heaven for giving me this

opportunity to share some of my thoughts XD

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Trust God


5Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
(Proverbs 3:5-6)

It is human nature to trust in themselves instead of God!

We’ll easily trust in our wealth, beauty, strength, talent, or any other good quality we have, but when it comes to trusting God.

Out flesh longs for satisfaction. But out spirit is bound to seek tangible sources of strength,
because that’s what the flesh knows and understands.

The flesh doesn’t like things that it can’t see and touch.

To live by faith is a challenge.

Usually we can’t see God’s kingdom at work in the natural. We know that at some point in the future it will be clearly visible to all people, but for now it is veiled.

God calls us to put our faith in him and trust him for all things. This requires us to seek him.


Jesus said, “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well”
(Matthew 6:33 NIV)


Those “things” that Jesus was talking about were all things that we need for living, such as food, shelter and clothing.
God is a good God and he loves us very much
.

He longs for opportunities to demonstrate his affection toward us.

Our trust in him opens up the opportunities.


It takes humility to obey God when he tells us not to do something we want to do.
If we decide to continue trusting in our own abilities and strengths, we can’t expect God to draw near to us.


6 But He gives a greater grace. Therefore it says, "GOD IS OPPOSED TO THE PROUD, BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE."
7 Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you.
8 Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

James 4:6-8 NASB


When we exercise humility by trusting in God,
we have the assurance that he will draw near to us and hear our prayers.


What are some of the reasons we may not trust God completely? Not knowing Him that well...
What are the lies behind those reasons?
??

If our faith is weak, what can we do for help? Dig Deeper into the Word!

I answer your call to live by faith and commit to seeking you each day.

Please help me overcome any unbelief I may have.

Mighty To Save


Mighty to Save Lyrics
never heard?
go to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYqogpLpC5Q&NR=1

Everyone needs compassion
Love that’s never failing
Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The hope of nations

CHORUS
Saviour
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save

Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

VERSE 2
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

BRIDGE
Shine Your light and let the whole world see
We’re singing for the glory of the risen King


Let God fill your heart with LOVE!

He wants to reach out to You!

Jesus, I need your compassion and forgiveness!!!

Thanks for saving my live!!!

I want to shine this light that is inside of me...

so that the whole world can see that YOU are Glory!!!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

... questions ...


One reason that people live their lives is because they are looking for happiness... LOVE!

Life is vaguely pleasant in its way, and fulfilling.

But at the same time it is a disappointment, especially when one's routine is the same day after day.

There is a nagging sense of emptiness.

In the middle of busy days, a sudden void opens in the heart, and thoughts arise:

My life was never meant to be this way.
What if it goes on like this to the bitter end?
What's the point?
Shouldn't there be something more?

We lose ourselves in work, love, family, or leisure, and we come to believe that these pursuits give us a reason for living, but only as long as we forget the shadow of death.

Why is our happiness always mixed with sadness?
Where can we find true happiness that will never fade away?
What is there in life that will never betray us, that we can devote ourselves to without regret?

These age-old questions cry out for clear answers.

Father, help me to understand why am I am here and what's my purpose!

I want to be more like YOU!

Help ME!

How can I keep from singing?


My life flows on in endless song, above earth’s lamentation.

I hear the real though far off hymn – that hails a new creation.

No storm can shake my inmost calm, while to that Rock I’m clinging.
Since Love is lord of heaven and earth.

How can I keep from singing?
Through all the tumult and the strife,

I hear that music ringing.

It sounds and echoes in my soul;

How can I keep from singing?

No storm can shake my endless song.
My life flows on in endless song.

Since Love is Lord of heaven and earth.
How can I keep from singing?

The peace of Christ makes fresh my heart.
A fountain ever springing;
All things are mine since I am his;

How can I keep from singing?

No storm can shake my in most calm, while to that Rock I’m clinging.
Since Love is Lord of heaven and earth.

How can I keep from singing?

Monday, January 26, 2009

Pain release?

Ecclesiastes 3:4, 6-8 (NIV)

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

I don’t know what to think!

I mean… I got a lot of thoughts in my mind n___n

They are thoughts of worries for the future and good memories from the past.

Plus other ones…

I have confusion in myself…

I got jumbled emotions, thoughts are scattered, and confidence is gone.

Time is irrelevant, hours mean nothing for me, days go by… time without end…

What day is it? Am I supposed to be somewhere else? With who and why?

FATHER, you made ME…

You made me very special and I don’t know how to Thank You!!!

All I can do is keep living my life as a living sacrifice!

I want to be serving You!

I want to glorify You with my actions, thoughts, and any other ways…

Father, I came from dust and will leave this Earth as dust!

I am nothing compare to Your awesome LOVE!

I had been struggling with a lot of things at the same time!

I got to be thankful for it all… but am very hurt Father!

I feel tired of this life and don’t have power to keep living this life of mine…

I know that you will give me the power to overcome whatever I am going through…

I know that You will provide the right people to uplift my spirit.

You will send Your angels to Me!

I want to be surrounded by Your love always!

My heart aches… I cry out for Help! Where does my help come from?

It comes from You, the Lord of Heaven and Earth!

You give many difficult trials compared to my friends and people that I know.

Many times I wonder why You do it to Me.

I know that everyone has different problems at different times…

I have cried a lot for all my pains that I go through...

I want to be free to live, love and to be ME!

It is really hard to be me.

I have many different ways to be myself.

I can be very quiet at times, I can be very funny and weird, I can be very serious about life, I can be very wild and crazy, I can be upset about people and things, I can be very caring and kind.

I can be many things… I can be a leader at some groups… but other groups…

I am like no one… like I don’t even belong there!

I have a life!

Yes, I do.

I want to be open to this blog and want to make a difference in this world with my writing and thoughts…

God, I want to listen to You!

Everything that comes from You is Perfect, Awesome and Good!!!

Thank You for Your goodness... I don't deserve any of it...

but you are awesome like that!!!

Thank YOU!!!