I am weak.

O God, what am I doing now?

I feel so weak... spiritually mainly and sometime physically.
I feel like my days are going by with no meaning now a days...
I know that it shouldn't be this way. I know that is NOT true… but it feels like it…
I want to read God's word and be fascinated by it.

Ok, so yesterday (February 4, 2009) I was so down again about my life.
I didn't feel like working hard or doing anything productive, I wanted to be lazy.

I don't have TV, so as You can see I don't watch TV.
This can be a good thing and a bad thing... it all depends...
For me is somewhat good... less distractions...
Not only that... I don't have time to watch at all...
No more time for movies, either...
This doesn't mean that I am anti-social.
This means that I have a LIFE!

But anyways... back to what I wanted to share today...
I was so fascinated after the day went by... around later afternoon...
I was listening to an awesome sermon about boldness...

In my mind I kept wondering... am I am bold or not?
I mean one of my good friends (A.L.) from a different part of the world...

once said that I change... he said that I was BOLD! It was during one of our conversation on the phone.

The day that I heard about this term,

I DID NOT KNOW

WHAT BOLD meant...
I knew that it meant something good...

like maturity... but wasn't sure what it all meant.

So today I look up what bold meant in the dictionary it means…not hesitating or fearful in the face of actual or possible danger or rebuff; courageous and daring.

Not only this... I was browsing through Xanga... and someone talked about boldness... it was like WOW...

God you are pretty interesting... so not only that...

just now... I was reading through Luke 11... about Prayer

and at verses 5-13... The Bible gives us an example about boldness!

I am pretty fascinated by all these...

I am blessed and am ready to be more bold about certain things...

I am ready to stand for JESUS CHRIST

and say that HE IS MY KING!!!

Luke 11:5-13(NIV)

5Then he said to them, "Suppose one of you has a friend, and he goes to him at midnight and says, 'Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, 6because a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have nothing to set before him.'

7"Then the one inside answers, 'Don't bother me. The door is already locked, and my children are with me in bed. I can't get up and give you anything.' 8I tell you, though he will not get up and give him the bread because he is his friend, yet because of the man's boldness he will get up and give him as much as he needs.

9"So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 10For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

11"Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? 12Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!"

Anyways... whoever is reading this...

I hope you will be encouraged...

You know my life is NOT easy... is hard many times...

I make mistakes and ain't perfect.

But am striving to be more like Him!

Please pray for me... because I still feel weak many times.

THANKS for taking your time to read what I had to share!!!

Have a great Thursday!!!

Almost weekend XD