a time like this.

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LoL... just read a message from Xanga... it says... that I had been in Xanga for 47 days!!! Then they ask if I wanted to join Premiun... maybe... but not yet... maybe... if I get a laptop!!!
I have been searching and looking online for the best deal and the one that will suit my needs. lol.


So what am I doing during this hour of night?
I am very weird, I started cooking lunch and dinner for tomorrow.
I did laundry and took an amazing shower because I all all sweaty from running.
I did some organizing around the house, so that my heart can be at rest.

I don't know why I am doing all these... and it is like 3 o' clock in the morning. I am suppose to be asleep now... and dreaming with angels... heheee...

I can't go, not yet... not until I finish all the work that I am suppose to finish tonight.
I spent a good amount of time on networking and reading...

I am really excited for the weekend.
Kind of... mainly because I will try to restore one of my broken girl friendship...
I hope things will go smoothly...
I had been praying that God will give us love to each other and at least act normal!
I hope, things will be a bit awkward, I have to say that...
But I am looking for some FUN and great time!
Anyways... I am so glad that weekend is almost here. You don't know how... weekends for me are the best days of the week. lol. Mainly because I got time to hang out with some friends and go to church! Going to church for me is an adventure. I fell fascinated about His love and so pump up to tell others that He loves me so much!

So yesterday, I wanted to blog so badly.
I couldn't because I was death tired. I couldn't feel my body...
I did groceries at different super markets and then when I got home I spent at 4 hours on the phone with several friends and talking and listening to each other. It was a blessed time.

I was going to sleep at 8PM but then it turn out that I got to my bed at 1AM... that doesn't mean that I fell asleep... it takes a few minutes or hour to fall asleep. But then I look at pictures... so my eyes will get tired. I have hard time in sleeping.
I think I like writing, do I really?
There is something with me thou, ever since I join Xanga...
I haven't written a lot on my daily journal... or hand written thoughts... which is not good.
But yes, I devote at least one day per week to write some of my problems that I went through and what happened. I love witting my thoughts out... even thou... I won't check what I wrote last week.

I think it is a good habit to write, it is somewhat health. The thing that I dislike about my writting is that I am not that good at grammarr. I will always have lots of run-ons and fragments... somtething that I should try to improve on.

It is so late right now, all I want to do is to be in the arms of someone.
I miss my mom very much, I wished I could talk to her.
She is always on my mind.

Alright, what else...
um... if I keep writing I know that some people won't even read it...
but ya... for right now... I want to write my thoughts out and ya...

I want to THANK for everyone
who spends some time on my blog.
I hope y'all find something
similar to me and that someday we can meet. lol.

Alright, weekend is almost here. YAH.
I wish y'all will have a GREAT weekend!!!

Enjoy the 28 days of February!!!

“These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

striving for it.

Do you like rain?
So.
It is raining outside where I am now and it sure feels great...
when you feel the breeze coming from that open window or door.
I feel the fresh air and the rain.
It is windy and it has a cold air.

I can feel peace for right now!
I don't want to think about the things that I have to do tomorrow.
I want to relax right now, while I can.

I can't sleep right now.

I wan to, but I guess... I am pretty comfortable where I am right now.
It is quiet... listening to the rain drops on the roof and all around me.
I love it.
It reminds me of the good old memories.

I miss it, I don't want to think about it, not now.
The past is gone and done.
I am looking forward for this uncertain future.

I have been reading many amazing posts this last few hours and been wondering about some things.
I have been blessed by lots of testimonies!

Wow. I love the rain's drops... is so peaceful.
I hope that you will agree with me here.

So, I feel like calling to someone...
but don't want to bother them in their sweet sleep.
Yup...

Ok... I gave a long pause here... about one hour.

I have been working on this blog for about one month NOW!
I have been blessed by it!!!
I have been trying to figure out my priorities in my life!

But ya... earlier when I was taking another walk...
It was raining a little bit...
so I got myself wet.

I didn't care... why?
because... I was enjoying my time walking and feeling the rain pouring on my hair and my bare chest.

It was soft, and it felt very relaxing.
I thanked God that He knew what I was thinking and that I was singing praises for Him.
I felt in His presence when I was just wondering... if God was thinking about ME.

Sure enough He was!
He told me that He loved me very much and that He believes in me!!!

Hahaa...
I know... but...
Jesus has His ways to show that He is there and watching over you
and wanting us to come to Him and share some of our thoughts.

Psalm 1:1
Blessed is the man
who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked
or stand in the way of sinners
or sit in the seat of mockers.

Thanks for taking your time to read it!
I am glad that you stopped by.

So...

I need some opinions...
what are some improvements should I do?
plus what are some things that I shouldn't do!

Thanks!

P.S.-
If you can, recommend it... so that NOT only You will be blessed but many more!!!
THANKS!
God bless!

Is about time for me to go and get some sleep.
Have a great February 11, 2009!!!

I am weak.

O God, what am I doing now?

I feel so weak... spiritually mainly and sometime physically.
I feel like my days are going by with no meaning now a days...
I know that it shouldn't be this way. I know that is NOT true… but it feels like it…
I want to read God's word and be fascinated by it.

Ok, so yesterday (February 4, 2009) I was so down again about my life.
I didn't feel like working hard or doing anything productive, I wanted to be lazy.

I don't have TV, so as You can see I don't watch TV.
This can be a good thing and a bad thing... it all depends...
For me is somewhat good... less distractions...
Not only that... I don't have time to watch at all...
No more time for movies, either...
This doesn't mean that I am anti-social.
This means that I have a LIFE!

But anyways... back to what I wanted to share today...
I was so fascinated after the day went by... around later afternoon...
I was listening to an awesome sermon about boldness...

In my mind I kept wondering... am I am bold or not?
I mean one of my good friends (A.L.) from a different part of the world...

once said that I change... he said that I was BOLD! It was during one of our conversation on the phone.

The day that I heard about this term,

I DID NOT KNOW

WHAT BOLD meant...
I knew that it meant something good...

like maturity... but wasn't sure what it all meant.

So today I look up what bold meant in the dictionary it means…not hesitating or fearful in the face of actual or possible danger or rebuff; courageous and daring.

Not only this... I was browsing through Xanga... and someone talked about boldness... it was like WOW...

God you are pretty interesting... so not only that...

just now... I was reading through Luke 11... about Prayer

and at verses 5-13... The Bible gives us an example about boldness!

I am pretty fascinated by all these...

I am blessed and am ready to be more bold about certain things...

I am ready to stand for JESUS CHRIST

and say that HE IS MY KING!!!

Luke 11:5-13(NIV)

5Then he said to them, "Suppose one of you has a friend, and he goes to him at midnight and says, 'Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, 6because a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have nothing to set before him.'

7"Then the one inside answers, 'Don't bother me. The door is already locked, and my children are with me in bed. I can't get up and give you anything.' 8I tell you, though he will not get up and give him the bread because he is his friend, yet because of the man's boldness he will get up and give him as much as he needs.

9"So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 10For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

11"Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? 12Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!"

Anyways... whoever is reading this...

I hope you will be encouraged...

You know my life is NOT easy... is hard many times...

I make mistakes and ain't perfect.

But am striving to be more like Him!

Please pray for me... because I still feel weak many times.

THANKS for taking your time to read what I had to share!!!

Have a great Thursday!!!

Almost weekend XD

New month...

This was written Sunday (February1, 2009) 3AM!

What am I am going to do? I keep asking myself... every hour that goes by... every night that I am awake! In my mind... I wonder if I am wasting my time, if I do certain things.
I strongly dislike wasting my time doing certain things that won't give me profit or benefit to myself or others! I love to learn about new things!

Hahaa... kind of self-center... BUT... I enjoy helping others, it is something that I love doing... Helping others... when they need a hand!
Life is so complicated right now! I know that I shouldn't worry about tomorrow or what is to come in a few days! But the future lies ahead uncertain! Not knowing what's going to happen and where will I be in a year or five years...

I am so encouraged that I have this opportunity and read some amazing posts by some awesome people! It is very encouraging!

You know something... it is very hard to live your life when everyone is expecting you to do everything perfect just because you are defined as "Christian" or if you are smart! So when we mess up... they look down at us... but YOU know something... I am glad that my life is a mess... because I will grow spiritually and Trust in Him for the better!!!
But I know that whatever I am doing... I will do it for my God, the maker of the Heaven!!!

Yup, thanks for taking your time to read this...
These are some of my thoughts of mine for being up this late...
YAH!
I got church TODAY as like in a few hours... so excited...
looking forward to sing at choir and for God's word to speak to me again!

Take Care YALL! Have a great February 1, 2009!

Matthew 5:13 13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.