wow! what a day!

I will wait for you!
It hurts... but this is life!
Lately I had been going to bed at 3am and waking up at 6am! Yes, I don't get enough sleep at times. Why?
Because with all my thoughts in my mind... I can't sleep peacefully! A new habit has been developed!
Not a healthy one, but am glad that I am somewhat using my time wisely. Blogging and Reading many different posts. My day go with all the busy-ness in life. Living, Learning, Helping, Laughing, Eating, Exercising, and Partying! It was Friday- January 30, 2009 But now is a new day. I am waiting for the sunrise! A new day is about to begin... and once again... with more busy-ness! It becomes a life cycle after awhile. What will make the day more special? Any excitements to look forward? Why are you living?
Are you think about the right stuff? I have questions about life. Everyone does, at some point in their lives! Questions that can be answered in a simple word or with a long explanation.

I know that life has NO meaning if we don't have God in our life. For those OUT there that don't believe that there is NO GOD. I am sorry for You! Because life is much more wonderful if You know and believe with whole heart that Jesus Christ came to this Earth to saved us from OUR SINS and to show us what is LOVE!

Godly love... NOT worldly LOVE!
There is NO ONE like Him!

Those that are reading this... might be wondering how do I know?
Because the Bible tell it so!

Where?
-- there are many different verses in the Bible.
I won't list it ALL... you can search it for yourself...

Got questions??? you can ask me... and I will try to answer them...

John 3:16-21 16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.19This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. 21But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God."

Need more proofs... then ask God to show You the TRUTH!

Today(Friday) I learned new steps for salsa dance,
made some amazing bracelets,
and baked a tasty cake!

One of my struggle right now is to start living a new life and forgetting about the past!
I want to have a new life with different adventures on the way. I want to see new faces and want to network more and more. I am so glad that I joined this blog!
I don't know who is reading this.
But one thing is for sure... I want to let this world hear what I have to say!

why am i doing this?

This was written for Xanga Blogger... so... as you can see... I will be managing two blogs at the same time... trying to reach out for many people as I can! This also relates to this blog... BLOG SPOT!

So today and yesterday I spent five or more hours browsing through other people's blogs!

Mainly reading and getting to know how this Xanga website works...

I have been playing around with the themes and looking at other people's profiles...
so I can have more ideas!

It is so interesting!

So far... I have been visiting many Amazing Blogs and been loving them!!!

I have been inspired to know that there are lots of people out there that loves writing and are not afraid to write whatever they like to.

They are open to share about their thoughts, emotions, feelings, and whatever they wish! I am still so new to this and am not sure... why am I am doing this?

But one thing is for sure... I feel a call to write and share some of my thoughts to the world!

I don't know who is reading this... but I want to let you know that I am a very special young lady. I mean we all are special in some ways... not some... MANY WAYS!

I want to encourage you to do something nice each day and try to think positively about things...

My focus for this blog is to share what I have learned for the day and some of my questions about life... some doubts that I have which I shouldn't have them!

I am ready to make more friends here over Xanga.
I want to make a difference.

I know that there will be times where I will be very discourage about life and where I will want to give up everything...

But I want to be encouraged by coming here and reading some of your blogs...

There will be times where I will be a bit down or upset on my writings… cause of all the stress that I face each day of my life!

But yah… I want to thank YOU for reading this and taking YOUR time!!!

I hope that YOU will have an Amazing day!

If You are going through some hard times right now… remember that Jesus Christ loves You very much and is waiting for You to come to Him and talk to HIM!!!

Psalm 121

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

If you have questions, ask me!

I will try my best to answer you...

But yah... remember that Jesus Christ loves YOU very dearly!!!

Thank YOU Father in Heaven for giving me this

opportunity to share some of my thoughts XD

Trust God

⁵Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; ⁶ in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
(Proverbs 3:5-6)

It is human nature to trust in themselves instead of God!

We’ll easily trust in our wealth, beauty, strength, talent, or any other good quality we have, but when it comes to trusting God.

Out flesh longs for satisfaction. But out spirit is bound to seek tangible sources of strength,
because that’s what the flesh knows and understands.

The flesh doesn’t like things that it can’t see and touch.

To live by faith is a challenge.

Usually we can’t see God’s kingdom at work in the natural. We know that at some point in the future it will be clearly visible to all people, but for now it is veiled.

God calls us to put our faith in him and trust him for all things. This requires us to seek him.

Jesus said, “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well”
(Matthew 6:33 NIV)

Those “things” that Jesus was talking about were all things that we need for living, such as food, shelter and clothing.
God is a good God and he loves us very much.

He longs for opportunities to demonstrate his affection toward us.

Our trust in him opens up the opportunities.

It takes humility to obey God when he tells us not to do something we want to do.
If we decide to continue trusting in our own abilities and strengths, we can’t expect God to draw near to us.

⁶ But He gives a greater grace. Therefore it says, "GOD IS OPPOSED TO THE PROUD, BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE."
⁷ Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you.
⁸ Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
James 4:6-8 NASB

When we exercise humility by trusting in God,
we have the assurance that he will draw near to us and hear our prayers.


What are some of the reasons we may not trust God completely? Not knowing Him that well...
What are the lies behind those reasons???

If our faith is weak, what can we do for help? Dig Deeper into the Word!

I answer your call to live by faith and commit to seeking you each day.

Please help me overcome any unbelief I may have.

Mighty To Save

Mighty to Save Lyrics
never heard?
go to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYqogpLpC5Q&NR=1

Everyone needs compassion
Love that’s never failing
Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The hope of nations

CHORUS
Saviour
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save

Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

VERSE 2
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

BRIDGE
Shine Your light and let the whole world see
We’re singing for the glory of the risen King

Let God fill your heart with LOVE!

He wants to reach out to You!

Jesus, I need your compassion and forgiveness!!!

Thanks for saving my live!!!

I want to shine this light that is inside of me...

so that the whole world can see that YOU are Glory!!!

... questions ...

One reason that people live their lives is because they are looking for happiness... LOVE!

Life is vaguely pleasant in its way, and fulfilling.

But at the same time it is a disappointment, especially when one's routine is the same day after day.

There is a nagging sense of emptiness.

In the middle of busy days, a sudden void opens in the heart, and thoughts arise:

My life was never meant to be this way.
What if it goes on like this to the bitter end?
What's the point?
Shouldn't there be something more?

We lose ourselves in work, love, family, or leisure, and we come to believe that these pursuits give us a reason for living, but only as long as we forget the shadow of death.

Why is our happiness always mixed with sadness?
Where can we find true happiness that will never fade away?
What is there in life that will never betray us, that we can devote ourselves to without regret?

These age-old questions cry out for clear answers.

Father, help me to understand why am I am here and what's my purpose!

I want to be more like YOU!

Help ME!

How can I keep from singing?

My life flows on in endless song, above earth’s lamentation.

I hear the real though far off hymn – that hails a new creation.

No storm can shake my inmost calm, while to that Rock I’m clinging.
Since Love is lord of heaven and earth.

How can I keep from singing?
Through all the tumult and the strife,

I hear that music ringing.

It sounds and echoes in my soul;

How can I keep from singing?

No storm can shake my endless song.
My life flows on in endless song.

Since Love is Lord of heaven and earth.
How can I keep from singing?

The peace of Christ makes fresh my heart.
A fountain ever springing;
All things are mine since I am his;

How can I keep from singing?

No storm can shake my in most calm, while to that Rock I’m clinging.
Since Love is Lord of heaven and earth.

How can I keep from singing?

Pain release?

Ecclesiastes 3:4, 6-8 (NIV)

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

I don’t know what to think!

I mean… I got a lot of thoughts in my mind n___n

They are thoughts of worries for the future and good memories from the past.

Plus other ones…

I have confusion in myself…

I got jumbled emotions, thoughts are scattered, and confidence is gone.

Time is irrelevant, hours mean nothing for me, days go by… time without end…

What day is it? Am I supposed to be somewhere else? With who and why?

FATHER, you made ME…

You made me very special and I don’t know how to Thank You!!!

All I can do is keep living my life as a living sacrifice!

I want to be serving You!

I want to glorify You with my actions, thoughts, and any other ways…

Father, I came from dust and will leave this Earth as dust!

I am nothing compare to Your awesome LOVE!

I had been struggling with a lot of things at the same time!

I got to be thankful for it all… but am very hurt Father!

I feel tired of this life and don’t have power to keep living this life of mine…

I know that you will give me the power to overcome whatever I am going through…

I know that You will provide the right people to uplift my spirit.

You will send Your angels to Me!

I want to be surrounded by Your love always!

My heart aches… I cry out for Help! Where does my help come from?

It comes from You, the Lord of Heaven and Earth!

You give many difficult trials compared to my friends and people that I know.

Many times I wonder why You do it to Me.

I know that everyone has different problems at different times…

I have cried a lot for all my pains that I go through...

I want to be free to live, love and to be ME!

It is really hard to be me.

I have many different ways to be myself.

I can be very quiet at times, I can be very funny and weird, I can be very serious about life, I can be very wild and crazy, I can be upset about people and things, I can be very caring and kind.

I can be many things… I can be a leader at some groups… but other groups…

I am like no one… like I don’t even belong there!

I have a life!

Yes, I do.

I want to be open to this blog and want to make a difference in this world with my writing and thoughts…

God, I want to listen to You!

Everything that comes from You is Perfect, Awesome and Good!!!

Thank You for Your goodness... I don't deserve any of it...

but you are awesome like that!!!

Thank YOU!!!